long time so many things to jot down but busy with the noises of thermosteel and the irritating noises of damn plastic or polythene. why noises exist? damn stupid question, whatever.oh look how difficult it is to jot down the expression of mind.i realise nowadays it is always as calm as still object.It never react, is it good ?yes of course,mind has their own story to recite.crossing across the days and  months, i realise how immature my mind was?