Numbness in my thoughts when things did not turned up to my expectation, but my obscure mind wants me to erase the expectation. Without invitation, expectation enter into my thoughts ,shattered the whole plan of action. Why there is an expectation in my dictionary?

Sometimes the roles and responsibilities to fulfill others expectation is quite irresistible….why we need to fulfill other expectation? 

I experienced life would be easier when there is no expectation…..sometimes it hurts when somebody would not reach up to our expectation…..let the expectation play a role of a character which is in invisible mode in my life…..let me not express my expectation like a new born baby which is meant to give and show expression…

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