long time,no pause !!!!! indeed the flying jet wished me to smile, oh its a misty morning, feel like to hold a cup of green tea but need to clean  the stain of  customs. Oh, how beautiful it would be but the demand of household activities is more and more. pleasure holds me when i knew the weather would be soft and snowy , feel like to touch the soft cotton balls of cold. hands and feet swells like a ballon and body looks like a huge pumpkin.the symptoms of motherhood is joyful.walking alone into the journey of life ,when i thought to jot down my thoughts,people questioned. there is a difference between every damn small little things. the pain is no more painful.how confused i am, not getting the proper phrase to describe the agony of the little beat inside.the bitter words still vibrating and forced me to shiver. Oh i dont feel like to wear the jackets of bitterness.Let the colorful scarf scattered into the wardrobe.Let the grey dust resides into the painting.Let the teary eyes sleep for a while.words need to be converted into stories but every damn stories starts and ends with the noises of animals.how difficult to live and survive with the wild people.oh i am afraid ,i will lose,i will fall but does it really matter. life would be like this forever and ever.

iti