Movie :"The life of Emile Zola"

Watched a 1937 Americal Biographical inspirational movie of a struggling French writer Emile Zola.

like the quote...

"Each serve his contry in his own way, one with the sword the other with the pen but steady will choose between your name and my name".

good to know emile zola........

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My expectation towards me !!!!!!!!

Expectation is an emotion which binds the two stupid hearts. With the growing relationship, expectation also germinate like a seed. Sometimes it grows like an oak tree.

For expressing the other emotions of life, people use the word expectation and finally they burst into a bittersweet statement. It not only create disturbances, even differences also knock the door and grab the opportunities.

The values and principles of life give us a reason to expect something. If there is no expectation,then everyone will be independent.

Even birds and animals have their own expectation towards human creatures.....

Have i ever expect something from my own self ?

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iNTERRUPTING cHANGE !!!!!!!

Just being good is not enough to convince our own self.....need something beyond that !!!!!!!!!!

Its good to take few steps into our life but is it worth? sometime some steps leave a remarkable footprints which carried us into a new way but sometimes that new way had multiple direction. One will took us into a new unknown world where nothing is predictable while other is completely known to us, everything we can predict but in between these two change INTERRUP and demand their own identification.


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My quote..........

"If you cannot appreciate the fragrance of the beautiful flowers in the morning, then rearrange your PLAN OF ACTION for an hour to feel the frankness of fragrance"

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My world is feeling blue !!!!!!

Chasing my own dream !

I realize how difficult it is to quit our own dream. My rectangular dream shows me a multiple way to go around but i just hold on to reach the safest way in my dream while reality and fact is quite opposite and diagonal from my dream.

Why cannot we have multiple option to choose around in our own life ?

May be just like us, the whole world is going through a painful phase. Even he need to depend on the 3 hands of a circular clock hanging on a yellow-painted walls. spider web is busy in webbing, while the lizard n the wall looking for a prey to grab into his tongue. Everything seems low and calm, may be whole world is feeling blue !!!!!!!!

Why time never leave any footprints on the wet sand ?

small pebbles touch the ground, looking up to the sky , waiting for the rains to come.

What a wonderful thing it would be if the whole world is come back to his flamingo pink joyful phase?

Even Flower is waiting to bloom, migrating chirping birds came to sing the song of liberty and freedom, clouds smiling in the open sky, green soft tender leaves enjoying the first ray of golden sunlight....Everything seems fresh and high, but then also world is feeling blue.

Why cannot we hold the good times n our hand to change the feeling of our own world, may be because even time also want to twist and turn......

let it be !!!!!! TODAY my WORLD IS FEELING BLUE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Q/A

y pain is outrageous ?

y hope is fuzzy ?

y fear is periwinkle ?

y dark is charcoal black ?

nimble movement of my rectangular monster mind !!!!!!!!!!!!


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"Cacophony of the Crashing Waves"

Ahaan ! Is it a new sunrise !

The golden sun is smiling looking into a tearful eyes, reflecting the ray of hope, turned a dream into an obsessed desire. A desire to know within ! IF this is how change play a leading role then everybody need to love changes.

Nobody allow somebody to plunge into a deep ocean, where every moment a wave is born. Sometime wave is still like a painting while sometime its flowing like the colorful colors on a painters palette. Every moment waves tried to touch the cheerful blue sky. Enough waves to cross, between the waves developed an innocent ship which has no identification to name a few rather than plants, animals .....birds...etc..

Nobody embrace the beauty of a senseless sensitive innocent unorganized movement of the ship, which carried an immature baby mind to swim across the vast knowledge of deep ocean. Nobody want to face the perfect storm but when fortune change smile and when the storm will come , there is no other way to go around. Fear of un known hugs u, allow u to feel a creative weird wacky things which is new for somebody. Instead of swimming across the deep ocen, nobody wait for the moment, allow somebody to dozed for a while, hold her to cross across the crest and trough of the curling waves of an ocean. yeahhhhhhh.......

Somebody got a reason to respect more and more and more.played with the giggling dolphins, hold the beauty of white shells and corals, enjoyed the cacophony of the crashing waves which seems like a melody but...........INTERRUPTING CHANGE !!!!!!!!


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4-10-2010

stuck wt obstacles......but change play their role and i crossed every milestone but is it worth to cross such an extra mile with such a great risk ?

Attended the inaugural function of Le Magnus school of Management Raipur.

sometimes we dont know how far the distances between two milestone but then also we crossed it !!!!!!!!!!!

The Power of Now By Eckhard Tolle

Re reading this book but still difficult to follow the words of the author by my immature mind.....

Connect the dots by Rashmi Bansal

This book really created so many dots n my life. sometimes when i look back and tried to connect the dots ,i found that NOBODY connected my dots. I have no role to play around with my dots.

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why WE are like that only ?

Its because we are not vegetables.........then why sometimes silly creatures treat others as vegetables ????????

I am not twenty four by sachin garg

Read a book after 6 months...........thanks to sachin garg 4 making my day.........whole day i was busy with his words....accha timepass tha.

like the idea of wandering view finder.........searching for an interesting book to hold on !!!!!!! huhhhhhhh

A book is born !!!!!!!

29th october 2010

All for a good reason !!!!!!!!!!!

Finally i convinced myself to enjoy a new morning when a baby book is born n my blank notebook. Lets see whether the baby will survive in this unknown world of uncertainities or not.............????????????????????